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I copied this idea from Liz:
i am: watching LOST
i think: about the future a lot
i know: that my daughter is a blessing
i want: Ella to be a typical 2 year old, tantrums and all
i have: the most incredible husband and family
i wish: that my children would never know pain, but know the Lord intimately
i hate: housework
i miss: my grandparents
i fear: taking physical care of Ella for the rest of my life
i feel: tired
i hear: the television and William snoring in Joe's arms
i smell: the after aroma of dinner
i crave: the brownies in the fridge
i search: for ways to decorate my house
i wonder: when Ella will walk...I wonder this every day
i regret: so many things, but lately I regret friendships I've let slip away
i love: the way Ella lays on me in the morning when she's still half asleep and watching my husband take care of my children
i ache: for my daughter
i care: about making everyone feel included
i always: think I'm not good enough
i am not: good with change
i believe: that Jesus Christ is the son of God and died for my sin and I will reside in Heaven with my Savior for eternity
i dance: in the car while the music plays...oh and with my husband
i sing: all the time, but I try not to let anyone hear, even Ella cries when I sing
i don’t always: go to bed when I should
i fight: with myself more than anyone
i write: in my calendar, every day...and letters to people, in case anything happens to me
i win: rarely
i lose: everything, but Joe is helping me
i never: vacuum
i confuse: myself on which day it is
i listen: to kids make noise ALL DAY LONG
i can usually be found: near my computer
i am scared: of anything happening to the people in my family
i need: my husband
i am happy about: booking our flights to Hawaii for next Christmas (but hoping we go somewhere before then)...oh and super happy about the Women's Retreat this weekend!!!!
I'd love it if you posted this to your blog too (if you have one)